I hate this feeling of being away from Jill. This is the last time we have to be 3000 miles away from each other and for the shortest amount of time too. Previously when we were apart I approached getting through everyday knowing it’s another closer to seeing her and that I had to busy myself in school and my friends and obviously smoking myself into a coma so I was numb and couldn’t feel. Now I have this knot in my stomach constantly and I can’t get it leave. I hear her voice on Skype and I just wanna jump through the Webcam. I know I’m not the only person in the world separated from their loved ones. Hell, before I met Jill I never thought long distance relationships would ever work. Yet I won’t bother convincing anyone who may read this just how much the idea of not committing myself to this girl was so ludicrous and out of the question and doubtless in my mind.